Hard Day

Hi :) I'm back.

It's been a rough bit, so I had to take a break.

Today was a hard day.

Little Bear had to have a test done today at the hospital, and when all was said and done, a nurse got enema fluid squirted all over her twice, a doctor got kicked, I got puked on, my poor boy screamed in terror for 30 mins, my BFF's floor got pooped on, I was pooped on 3 times, Little Bear had 5 outfit changes, we blew threw a full package of diapers, I changed the sheets in his crib, and had to disinfect his mattress twice, and had to throw away his pillow.  He has a terrible day, much worse than mine.  He starts crying and shaking every time I have put him down, let alone left the room without him.

He has been absolutely miserable.  It breaks my heart.  It's so hard to watch your baby have to go through that, and hold them down while it's done.  I am so done with Drs, tests, and the daily struggle that is his life.

This latest test is for a disease called Hirshprongs. Guess we'll see.